why this again... why now...
why am i living in regret that i left. Would finding a way to stay have changed anything, our fate? why do i still miss her so much after all this time. am i really that fucking hooked? god i thought i was over this. its been over a year again since seeing her face. how many times will we keep repeating that cycle? Have i truelly found the love of my life? how can i still feel this strong after how long its been and after virtually no communication. to quote mike ness, i guess i wasnt as tough as i thought i was.
oh yeah also noticed hardly anyone posts on here anymore and a couple of you have deleted me. wow...
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